i do not exist

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

love letter

I don't Love you because of your pretty smile, else i would love Madhuri too,
I don't Love you for your sweet laughs, else Priety would complain too.

I don't Love you 'coz of your sexy body because if i do, i would love Priyanka too,
I don't Love Aishwarya's eyes because i feel they are not as deep as you.

I don't Love your melodious silken voice else i would have to answer Sushmita too,
I don't Love you because you are beautiful, else how will i explain my not loving Rani so.

I don't love you because of the way you walk, talk, listen or see. I don't Love you for your good and loving nature.

You are open minded but then i have other friends who are as open minded as you,
You are frank and there are others who are frank too.

I don't Love you for your passion because many of your sunsign will be more passionate than you,
I don't Love you because you list family above profession as there are girls willing to be housewives too.

When I am in your presence i feel like a better man but still i won't love you because I believe in God too,
I feel better when you are around but i feel so in the presence of my loving Mother like you.

I know you are honest, so i will be honest with you:
If you say 'yes', the way i feel i should love my wife I will Love you,
If you say 'no' you won't even know how much I loved you.

But its true that i don't know why I LOVE YOU

I am simple person, looking ahead to lead a peacefull life. I want live with peace and that is what you have stolen from me. You may not be my first thought in morning but you are. You are the last thought before i die every night. Since many days i haven't seen dreams of anyone other than you. Anyone i see, i meet i make comparisons in how much close she gets to you. And i am never surprised that no one even comes near you, be it beauty or character. You shine like the sun in my life. You have changed the way i look at others. I am busy but you see my mind escapes in your thoughts even when it is busy. I am experiencing a significant drop in my concentration. I am able to concentrate on your thoughts only.

All this while i have been feeling a kind of heaviness in my heart, and i had no one to tell it to. So, i thought 'who better than you'. So, here i am standing in front of you, asking from you to give me, whats mine: YOU

third day of swimming

Good morning
Today was my third day (session) to swimming pool. It was wonderful. Reason is simple : today i crossed the smaller pool. No, no, don't get scared. I crossed it width wise. But, for a beginner like me, it was a big achievement.

I'am loving it!